I want to be just like her, like Jessa from "Girls". She's free, open minded, intelligent and fearless. There's just something about her, a kind of mystery. And I love the fact that sometimes she just disappears, vanishes and nobody knows where she is. But even though she is gone nobody forgets about her, her friends worry and criticize her but when she comes back it's like nothing happened. I wish I was like her you know, because more than ever I want to disappear, to travel just to see if I can feel better.